So I have had a hard day today. All I have done is sit here and think about the two phone calls that I am supposed to recieve that can both lead to horrible news. The one is from my mom about my horse... see my horse has been lame on her one front leg for awhile now and we dont know what is causing it but the vet is coming to look at her so I am hoping for the best but expecting the worst. The other phone call is from my boyfriend who is back up where he is from at the doctors getting some more tests done to see what is wrong with his back. The only bad thing is that these are the same signs that he had when he got a staff-infection and ended up in the hospital. So I am hoping that he will come back to college to me but I am expecting the worse which is to get a phone call saying that he is in the hospital again. That is the worse news I could possibly get right now because I have no idea how I will learn to deal with juggling classes and trying to go see him in a hospital that is two hours away.
I just have a very hard time dealing with all this stuff expecially seems how I just lost my great grandma this past summer and she was the only person that I could go and just sit there and talk to about anything for any amount of time. Her and I were very close and trying to deal with all the things have I am going through without her here is like having a piece of my life missing.
This summer and so far this semster at school has just been a rough time and I am just hanging on and hoping that it is going to get better.
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